[It's complicated and involves so many family issues and he doesn't wanna scare Makoto off still.]

Oh, yeah, I love having to deal with monsters every day and having to literally hunt and gather to live, that's fucking awesome.

[The sarcasm is strong with this one. He tones it back for the next words though, muttering them out like he's almost hoping Makoto will not pick it up.]

... I like the people, though.